Perfect imperfection

Today I stand sure
of my views and my thoughts,
I may not know them full but yes,
I know of the sauce
they are made up of.
Not tough to understand
not easy to grab
Like cheeseballs
that melt at the heat of an event.
Their ego walks ahead of them,
and they wont accept it.
They can't prioritise
and they wont admit it.
They don't know how to explain
and they'd tell you...
you lack vision.
When they throw their weight around,
you have to take it
but if you snub them more than once
they'd turn to puppies
in no time at all.
Their sadness is well justified
your tears are a part of the scheme.
Their silence should be taken as positive
but your silence would be absolutely killing.
Their plans are heavenly,
your plans are nearly a nightmare!
Yet, you'd be the object of his affection
and he'd be yours.
I, sometimes, dare to ask myself
if I like a man?
Normal to the being,
I nod my head, but,
a second thought shakes me
and I let the smile
convey the deepest me.